Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Spinning: Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson
Time: 2.03am
Mood: moody

i just got home not long ago.
Gary fetched me from school for supper.
it was fine initially, but turned sour half way.
i know it's hurting him inside. based on those stuffs he said.
i don't know how to put it across but i really want him to know that it's not about that him, and whether it's still about him or not, it's not the issue here.
just that his sorry came a little too late. i don't miss anything about us. and i don't wanna hear anything about us anymore. cause we're not us, we no longer belong to each other.
and regarding to his accusation about me still feeling for that him, i don't think i accountable to anyone about my personal life.

(i know you will be reading this. i'm sorry.)

and i know, mk and leona will definitely be supportive of every decision i make in life. :)

anyway, kelvin koh called me today.
for fuck seriously. and he went round telling people that i'm his lover.
what the fuck. ccb, thank god siti told me.
this bastard just keeps proving me that leopard never changes its spots.
even Alyssa caught him flirting with others girls after his girlfriend left.
now, i think mk and leona are right, you don't deserve anything good in life.
i hope he die of a terrible death, fucker.

i haven't got my individual project started.
i don't know why but i'm feeling really fucking tired.
i hope i'll be able to wake up early to at least get something done.

good night everyone.
yesterday was a crappy day.
i hope today would be a better one, especially on the first day of event. :)

loved on 2:22 AM