Friday, October 9, 2009

Spinning: Cry - Rihanna
Time: 1.35am
Mood: puzzled

today was another crappy day.
i'll skip the details but i'm making new plans.
should things work well, i'll be leaving lauder by the end of month or next month, hopefully.

i was late for lecture today, and happened to take the same bus with one my classmate.
he was sort of seated near me.
and i think he knows that we're classmates.
i don't know why, it was fine but, it just feels really awkward.
but somehow i find this familiarity feeling as well.
i don't know how to put it across but it just feels, ya.
he coincidentally seated right in front of me today in lecture hall, and i was looking at his back at the whole time.
goodness.
it's not having feelings for him okay. i fucking swear.

oh well, ya.
i've practically deleted everything that i should.
i made my promise and i shall uphold it.

i called amin and cried my hearts out. i poured every littlest shit to him. be it about school, work, life in general, he's always there to understand. he's the best sister ever, seriously. you can't get sincere gay friends like him.

er, maybe i do. steve lor! steve is really sweet too. :)

anyway i spoke to leona as well. i told her everything that i've hidden inside all these while. it's gonna be fine i promise, give me some time alright.

loved on 1:55 AM