Spinning: I never told you - Colbie Cailiat TIme: 8.30pm
Mood: lethargic
i'm not heartbroken. i'm just sick and tired of being taken advantage of.
i'm angry with them, angry with myself.
i'm disgusted with myself for being so soft hearted all the time.
who says no one gets away unpunished from their evil deeds?
mummy says i'm gonna grow out of this phase really soon. and i certainly hope so.
maybe one day, i will learn to become someone bad.
my life is damn dramatic and ironic.
the guy who treats me well is attached.
the one i've been unable to let go is abusing my trust and love.
the guy who loves me most is almost my most hated enemy.
i won't backtrack, since you decided not to.
i'll just keep going, until i get somewhere.
don't know why, why i'm feeling very strongly and determine to settle down.
but i'm gonna wait. wait for the right time, not jumping into anything without any considerations.