Time: 10.05pm

Mood: peaceful

sometimes i wonder if god sent X to give me some comfort in times like this.

it seems he will always make that effort to be there for me no matter what.

no matter how nasty my temper gets, how rude i'm towards him.

i know i can run to him in times of trouble. he will never slam that door in my face just like shawn and him did to me.

i'm grateful for his existence sometimes.

it feels good to be given in, to be at the receiving end sometimes.

especially after giving too much, hoping and pray for the impossible.

i hope i will get to get well in time.

gotta be a busy life ahead.

all the way Danielle.

this company has the prospect you have been searching for.

they are thinking highly of you, fought for you, giving you the opportunity.

they managed to revive your long lost passion.

so cast your heartbrokenness, your disheartened feelings aside and fight for your future.

you have 1 year more to complete your degree.

you have another 1.5 years more obtain your cosmetics science qualifications.

you have 3 years to drive your dream car.

you have 4 years to get your dream house.

you have a few years more to go out there and socialize and have all the fun in the world. do something you have always wanted to do. go traveling alone, do lots of photo taking, express your inner thoughts through them and share them with the world.

and by then you shall meet a perfect guy whom you can call of your own. he shall love children like you do, be a homebody like you are, gonna take your parents like his own. you shall settle down with him, build your own family with him. be committed, loving and faithful wife to him, a responsible and caring mother to your children, a filial daughter to your parents and his parents, a highly motivated talent to your company. grow old hands in hands with him, take him in your arms, for the good and the worse, never to abandon him.

this is how you're gonna spend the rest of your life. simple, peaceful and filled with lots of love and happiness.

=) jia you Danielle!

from the lyrics - " it's just like an angel came by and took me to heaven "