Time: 9.32pm

Mood: pleased

mr hottie around 6 plus called and inform me that he has managed to fought me an interview with them. hahha, i'm so touched to learn that he's at work till so late to help me out. =) he was being naggy and he asked me to dress up tomorrow. and he said i looked good today!

*blushes*

i've waited for your reply and it seems that you have no intention on getting back to me. fine, never mind. i really give up. no point pinning hopes on things like that. just 4 days and i'm gone like the wind? fuck shit to you again?! likewise, for shawn, i fucking give up on people we don't appreciate me loving and spending time missing them.

I GIVE UP.

FUCKED UP.