Time: 4.58pm

Mood: heartbroken

just saw shawn's facebook news feed on my wall.

he's in a relationship with this girl. a thai girl.

fuck. i feel really used.

i'm not gonna allow myself to cry for him.

like i said perviously, it was the last, means last.

bye fucker. you can jolly well make use of your new gf!

ps: every fucking single time. you have to ask money from me. and when i refuse, you get into a relationship with another girl. you made it happened twice. so what you fucking trying to prove me. i shall see how far you can go with your life. i'm washing my hands off you. you, zixian and your group of friends can go fuck yourself. i'm not that dumb to get the money for you to gamble them away. if you wanna act like some rich kid, go ahead. it reflects how much substances you have inside as a person.